Hard Times

I will never forget my sickness. Only in hard times, I know who my friends are, however, it might be painful to figure out how close people act cold. Yet, I’m thankful for having the chance to know them. Not having them in my life afterwards is not a real loss, although I will miss them but I will always have to remember they were a fake. Before, I used to carry their loads but now I have a very good reason for not carry them anymore. I should be thankful to god for that and I actually am.

Unconditional love

My love to you is rare. People keep blaming me for having you in my life and I cannot imagine my life without you. After years non-stop series of disappointments, defeats and scandals. I still have the energy of defending you sometimes by silly jokes or local proverbs to overcome the awful reality. Love is defined as a temporary madness and eternal passion to someone, it gives you a power that ever last. There is always a genuine smile finds its way to face when seeing your Sign, your colors or even one of your icons anywhere at any time and it is enough to make my day. Screening your name makes me feel warm and safe regardless what it can bring back. It is easy to find people love winning horse but it is very hard to believe or to find people love a weak horse. Yes, I confess that you are weak, not the one I like to have, I envy others for having better ones, I know it is very hard to be a strong horse at the moment or even in the near past but this will never stop me from loving you. People may over analyze or criticize our relation but this time I won’t defend you as usual. I will keep silent and drawing the same smile you teach me to have when seeing you. You will always have my loyalty no matter what. You will always be the one for me. I Love you.

I wrote the above lines in a moment of grief.