Mex

Last night was so remarkable. I met him and we had a long, warm and cozy talk. I knew all the missing parts of the puzzle. I was extremely tired of predictions and analysis concerning H. Most of my prediction came true, moreover; the stepping down phase is approaching. Although I feel sad for H but I’m glad that my analysis were right in the first place. It took him almost a year and half to reach this phase; but he is almost there now. Will he be more intelligent to recognize this phase? Can he find a way out of the hole? Will he learn the lesson? I hope but I dough. Do I care? Yes. Why? Sake of the old days. Can we get back again? No way.

Anniversary

Today I’m not part of the celebration and surprisingly I’m not regretting missing it. I’m so glad that I left almost two years ago, being outside the photo allows me to see more details that I’m enjoying analyzing them. It is important to leave at the right timing; may be in my case it was not the best, but thank you god for making it SO PERFECT. People are firewalling you today; yet I did a long time ago and had my chance to recap.

Short Life

A lot things took place in my life recently. Life seems too short and more tough than I expected, close people leave without even having the chance of saying good bye. It is very sad to find close friends are buried under dust or on their way to. Hesham died of cancer last Friday, Kassem has diagnosed with Rare disease and on his way to Germany this week for a critical surgery and Wael got contacted me after 12 years of disappearance and I knew that he is paralyzed and he cannot walk any more. A lot of messages in a very short time; I’m afraid the coming one will hit me personally. I lost hope in everything but God; to grant me the serenity to accept all these things.

Move

It's very hard decision to leave everything behind and start sailing in new water. I should not sail in a new water with my old boat. For years now, I want to leave but I don’t have the strength to take this step. I wish I can do it one day before it is too late. We are born with legs to move not with roots to settle in soil like trees.

Dark Glasses

She used to be a nice friend, but I always had a strange feeling that She hates me the way I really am. Days, weeks, months and even years passed till my sense was assured by evidences. She keeps on correcting me in front of others in such improper way and criticizing my way of talking, dressing and acting rudely. I cannot take this anymore and I reached to a believe that we should not be friends anymore. Sadly, I’m tired of losing friends…. But they were really friends?? Or it’s me who insisting n wearing this dark glasses preventing me from seeing their reality. Seems it’s me who is wearing the dark glasses, and it is time to take them off to see reality. If you hate me the way I am, just stop knowing me or I will stop knowing you eventually.