Pause

This is very tough. I hate to express myself as I feel unveiled and exposed. I’m afraid to express myself as others will use my weak point to weaken me back at anytime. I ‘d rather live with my pains than being unveiled or abused. Being unborn is a continuous and useless wish. I cannot adapt to this world nor people. Being strange myself makes me understand others’ differences and actions but not to accept them. Space is needed, pause is becoming a must.